1. exhilaration. never disappointing myself. comes with knowing myself.
2. fucking happiness and sadness and all of it feeling really good.
3. stability. why am i so confident in my future and in my present?
4. caffeine. significantly insignificant but the chemicals feel so good.
5. music goes too well with caffeine.
6. creativity. enough said. wormholes. enough said.
7. doing things for people. being what they need versus what they want or vise versa. i don’t know. feels good.
8. hinduism. in that one contradictory way. buddhism. in that other contradictory way.
9. finally moving. i get a good feeling.
10. always in my head though.
11. i like being weird. i usually choose to be socially unaware. i’m really aware of that.
12. i’m aware of a lot of things.
13. sleep. and what it means to me. a novel by giulia gurevitz.
14. What happens when the dope gets low? Bitch you aint that fine. No way.
