January 2012
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FUCK CIRCUSES, FUCK RODEOS, AND FUCK HORSE RACING....
i want to shut all that shit down.
highschool is some true fuckery. fuck people thinking they know me too well. can’t decide what blog to put this shit on.
i pride myself on my intuition, my intelligence, and how well i know myself. at any given point in time i generally feel like i know what’s going on with other people i’m close to (though i don’t usually vocalize it) and i usually have a sense of what...
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my intuition senses are tingling
shit’s about to go haywire and it’s not directly in my life
“The gift you offer another person is just your being”
– -Ram Dass
Can’t Take My Eyes Off Of You- Lauryn Hill
feeling so good
i want to spend the rest of my life with someone...
i want to surf and sail and i want someone who’s equally emotional about life. i want a date involving bioluminescent plankton.
i may see you, i may tell you to run
i think the reason i’m scared to die is because once i’m gone everything keeps going. my perception of reality isn’t the only one that exists and that makes me insignificant in a terrifying way. because everything i do is based on what i feel is important and it’s arbitrary and biological and societal. i think the idea that people can live their lives totally separate from...
when i become overwhelmed i stop completely stop being productive in any way. i can’t bring myself to do any of the things that are collectively overwhelming me. how could this be happening so early in the year?
one thing i fundamentally don’t understand about people is not wanting to tell people shit. i wish i understood it better considering i’m the only person i know who has no problem telling anyone, anything.
i think i live for people getting real.
on that note: everyone’s getting fucking real tonight.
“dubstep makes everyone horny”
– Cordelia
sexual frustration always wins
“If you don’t climax, the terrorists win.”
– Andy, Weeds
hannameth:
Outkast - Roses
because i want to copy cordelia
Did you do something you thought you would never do? when would i have thought that? hm. idk. Did you keep any New Year’s Resolutions? uh. i don’t think i had any. if i did it was to get laid… Did anyone close to you give birth? not yet Did anyone close to you die? no Did you visit any countries? supposedly mexico, jamaica, and haiti. but actually brazil. What would you like to...
no one understands my unhappiness the way i do. this is so raw. fucking stings. i hate fucking circumstance and i don’t understand why the cards always say the same thing. i hate that i’m so open about my life. i hate that i’m not interesting or intriguing or complicated. i hate that the reason i let people in is because i want to provide something for other people because i...
